Recently ,
i dont know why i always meet you in any places .
Linda said that is because we are coincidental .
i really want to know what happens to you , but  i always sad .
i know maybe i dont love you anymore , but i still couldnt forget anythings about you .
Today , we meet to each other , but she was near by you .
i felt embarrassed , and i dont have much encourge to see you . 
But i want to know , how could you leave and come back by yourself very soon . 
We meet three times , and you gave me a strange light .  i really sad about that .
maybe you were not caculated . but it was consuming to me . 
Evey time when i pass through you and her . i always want to cry 
Although we have broken up for three years , i still care of you .......and you??
to be the most barbarous alliance is my ask .but i cant realize it ....how funny i am !!
you have promised me , havent you??? But you didnt try to change our either .
i cry cry cry 
what i can do ....just cry
that day you pointed a paragraph with a photo to me . i really really hate you 
because i didnt bother you anymore~right???
i didnr say anythings like i love you ~right???
so ....why did you write down it to hurt me ???
oh .....my dear brother .....
before we acquaintanceship .....remember what i said to you??
i afraid that we will brake up and lose you.....
but you promised me it will not happen!!
now????what happened to us???is it your promise??
i cant call off my memory .
i miss my past beatitude with you ......
our memento   .....our past beatitude....even your acceptances.....
they are beautiful........but injury......
since you hurt me 
i cant accept any other boy who like me....
i dont believe any aceptance........and i dont have enough encourge to like the other .....
it is all your false......
i dont have idea what to do 
maybe the one thing i can do 
is.....
just follow the feeling.......

i am tired ~really really tired .......i wonder i can cheer up soon??!!