因為壓力過大 , 我沒辦法吃飯
沒辦法睡好
看著直線下滑的體重 , 其實我會擔心
是否是情緒太多 , 壓抑著.....
當自己沒辦法同時顧及到朋友的時候 , 我會希望大家都平安
當別人可憐著一張臉說沒賺錢的時候 , 我會怎麼想 ?
我會去做 , 超過自己範圍得事.....
明天就要跟台北敦南的一群夥伴們出國了 ....
其實我滿滿的感到丟臉.....
紅牌 ....走到哪都紅 , 但是業績卻沒別人好的時候...我會覺得丟臉...
可以聽到別人再喊我的名字又怎樣 ?
我不也沒辦法賺到這個月的業績.....
但我還是得不要臉得 , 我還是要去為一個職位而拼命
妳是顧問又如何 ?
我專業知識多又如何 ?
這一線之隔 , 只要誰先突破 !!
誰就是贏家 !!
我不相信我辦不到......我不相信我處心積慮得付出是空白!!
有權卻無實 ??
如果是這樣的話 , 我今天就不會站在那裡 ?
也許我會任性 , 但下一秒我又會處於理智
這所有的一切 ....
我只能把自己當成瘋子般的....善變 !!
會不懂我 ?
我覺得裡所當然 , 因為有時候我也無法控制自己 !!
或許我根本不知道我在做甚麼 ?
因為我要求得是結果 !!
結果比什麼都重要 !!
這是我一直被罵之後所產生的答案
再怎樣.....就是一定要有成績
其餘得....講再多 !! 對別人來說都是廢話 !!
我會去上課 , 會去充電會去讓別人洗腦...
我會去把自己一直想學好 , 都要回來 !!
這會是後半年我會去做得事 !!
Feet don t fail me now
Take me to the finish line
All my heart, it breaks every step that I take
But I m hoping that the gates,
They ll tell me that you re mine
Walking through the city streets
Is it by mistake or design?
I feel so alone on a Friday night
Can you make it feel like home, if I tell you you re mine
It s like I told you honey
Don t make me sad, don t make me cry
Sometimes love s not enough when the road gets tough
I don t know why
Keep making me laugh,
Let s go get high
Road s long, we carry on
Try to have fun in the meantime
Come and take a walk on the wild side
Let me kiss you hard in the pouring rain
You like your girls insane
Choose your last words
This is the last time
Cause you and I, we were born to die
Lost but now I am found I can see but once I was blind
I was so confused as a little child
Tried to take what I could get
Scared that I couldn t find
All the answers, honey |