每天的每天，我不斷對任何事找尋

衡點在哪，一公厘的微妙才會停止搖擺

一步一步，直到洩氣的癱軟在原地

仍舊，不能平衡


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我在懷裡發現安定

卻清楚的懂得

那份安全不會屬於我

於是微笑，於是冷漠，於是假裝不在乎

就像不知情的受害者



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難道從沒察覺

自己的貪心一直在侵噬

不要，終於只能一千零一招

從奮力遺忘，到不哭不笑

因為

想要越多的人，越容易傷得越痛

腦子裡那幅美得讓人鼻酸的畫面

竟是踏下墜落後，帶給人無比惋惜的心碎



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膽怯，因而連自己都欺騙

這樣就真以為

心裡其實早已不帶有任何知覺


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小小的奢望

我等不到，也不想再等

不敢也不願意說出口

算了，累了…













I will not make the same mistakes that you did
我不會重蹈你的覆轍
I will not let myself
我不會讓自己
Cause my heart so much misery
心煩憂苦
I will not break the way you did,
我不會潰退
You fell so hard
像你一樣跌得那麼重
I've learned the hard way
我已學到教訓
To never let it get that far
不會讓情況惡化
Because of you
因為有你
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
我從不離人行道太遠
Because of you
因為有你
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
我學會要注意安全才不會受傷
Because of you
因為有你
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
我只相信自己很難信任別人
Because of you
因為有你
I am afraid
我擔心害怕
I lose my way
我迷失了方向
And it's not too long before you point it out
你很快的提醒我
I cannot cry
我不能哭
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
因為會成為你眼中的弱者
I'm forced to fake
我被逼著硬要擠出
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
每一天裡的微笑 每個笑聲
My heart can't possibly break
我的心不可以碎
When it wasn't even whole to start with
反正一開始他就不完全
Because of you
因為有你
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
我從不離人行道太遠
Because of you
因為有你
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
我學會要注意安全才不會受傷
Because of you
因為有你
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
我只相信自己很難信任別人
Because of you
因為有你
I am afraid
我擔心害怕
I watched you die
我看著你的生命退去
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
我聽到你每晚在夢中哭喊
I was so young
當時我那麼年輕
You should have known better than to lean on me
你應該知道不該太依賴我
You never thought of anyone else
你從不幫別人想
You just saw your pain
只在意自己的痛
And now I cry in the middle of the night
現在我也在夜半哭喊
For the same damn thing
為了同樣的原因