All these years with tons of complaints and selfpity,
you have been wondering the causes and effects that drove you away from this land and then got you back here again.
The answer to explain your return seemed to be either a heartbreak or hopelessness.
Not until the people who had mentally tortured you but physically nourished you kept on passing away
did you start to examine the value of the rest of your life.
Now you come to your senses--
the journey of the splendid adventure you have been forced to step on in the very beginning
was actually a luxurious escape.