Trust me, i spare no efforts to make my life better,

but i seem to get trapped in the past.

It is way too difficult for me to forgive and forget.

i really should set aside time for relaxation or travel to somewhere alone.

i seem to be horrified of the idea of getting alone.

However, we all are doomed to be lonely.

Like the missing piece by Shel Silverstein, i never cease

to search the piece to heal the broken heart.

Trust me.

We all are broken and imperfect one way or another.

Don't panic and don't struggle.

Let them come and submerge you.

It is just fine to lose and be imperfect once in a while.

It is ok to be a loser sometimes.

Don't manage to be a winner all time long.

Win and let win.

Doing nothing and making no resistance is basically a

tremendous achievement.

Not fighting back and being inundated by torrents of

emotions are searing pains.

Yet, the pain makes me mature and develops a deeper

meaning of life.

What is the meaning of my life?

What does love mean if i don't make peace with myself?

i am always at war, either with myself or with the world.

i am a worrier with too many lethal weapons hurting not

only others but also myself.