I felt this X mas sucks....
during the past 6 years I got my ex company me
this year I am all alone and stayed home thinking what my life should go for next
should I go back to Canada or go Shanghai or go burnei ...
guess he got gf already otherwise he would reply my test msg
why can;t he just be friend, it s hard to be just friends ....
maybe when I really disapper from his life and he would realize how different his life is