and the saddest fear
comes creeping in
that you never loved me
or her
or anyone
or anything
maybe i loved u so much
that i forgot who i was back then
there s nothing i can explain
it s me who i should blame
maybe i didn t even know u well
until i was looking from the outside
too much trouble
too much tears
but i guess u didn t care so much about anything
and that------is who u are